and so I walk (3)

You forgot
but I will help you remember
remember again to believe impossible things
to live in the dreamers' domain
go through the motions
until you love me again
I can't sit here staring at the clock
and so I walk

I just started season 2 of The OA.  Let's walk.  Peace out.

and so I walk (2)

and so I walk
until my knees are sore
and I wish I didn't own my feet anymore
yet you still do not love me
It will happen with the next step
I bet
or hope
dream maybe
mile after delirious mile
I continue to put one foot in front of the other
'cause I'm incapable of learning
and I refuse to burn it all down

Maybe this is a start of a new series... but without the fun of starting each one with the same line as I did with my Math series.  My body has recovered quite well after yesterday's 55k.  My heart though... Peace out.

and so I walk (1)

I cannot stop thinking about you
and so I walk
and talk to myself
daydreaming
scheming
imagining the different tactics I could try
walking past girls with their guys
with little coffee cups
where are they getting those from?
I cannot figure out this deadlock
and so I walk

Today was 55k steps.  I'm in pain. Not going to deny it.  I wish I was taking data as I was walking.  I would plot time vs. how I was feeling mentally and physically.  Surprising both of those ebbed and flowed. Yes.  I'm still nuts.  Peace out.

math (5)

i always consider you in my math
if i fail this time, i'll take another pass
sip some water and do my N plus one-th lap
the failed attempt will not be my last

i long to hold you
that is the task
all i need to do is learn the right way to ask

So I have a google speaker and it's challenging sometimes getting it to do what I want it to.  It's all in the way I ask.  Sometimes I have to phrase things unnaturally because I know that it worked that one time previously.  I'm still learning.  600! and just as cryptic as ever.  Peace out.